Finding solutions to my unending grieveances

Was wondering how to start my blog .Could'n get a single impressive line to kickstart it .Read several posts,updates and articles of my friends and thought ,''Oh this is so amazing! writing blog and stuff nothing to do with huge words or too philosophical, just your thoughts and thier expression is enough .It feels great when you realise that you have such worthy experienes to share and weave them into an article or so called 'My blog'.But life doesn't always give you a fair chance .One does go through bad patches as well and really they make one go upside down .I am someone who enjoys every joyous moment thoroughly but what about those ugly phases that I go through .Never tried to understand that they come to test you ,never understood they judge you and your capacity to deal with it .How I wish I could develop this attitude when I actually come across them .Its easy to say but equally diificult to handle.I simply hate it when things get disposed when I propose to do things .Who's to be blamed ?Circumstances or my negative approach?Mercifully ,The so called sorrows in my life have been in height and not in width .Do I mind falling ?No ,definitely not as everyone does, time and again but hope they be potholes and not craters .Depression,dilemma ,frustration,anxiety sound so loud at times that i go deaf and fail to listen even the silence .'Silence' ?yes silence ,refers to nothing but the voice that comes staright from the heart .The voice that rejoices ,rejuvenates and refreshes a voice that really shuts me up and says .'C mmon you jerk wake up and get going' .Its time to bring my darkest side into the limelight and work on it .